Time Has Come
One Way
King of Majesty
Look To You
Tell the World
All Day
Shout Unto God
Salvation Is Here
Hallelujah
The Stand
Till I See You
Came to My Rescue
From the Inside Out
Forever
There Is Nothing Like You
What the World Will Never Take
Take It All

These were the songs I remembered singing last night. The UNITED live concert was so awesome! At first, I thought I could not worship because the crowd's different from the usual worship I attend to; It's much bigger! Plus, I don't even know my seatmates. But I had a worship worth of a lifetime!

I went there praying that tickets would still be available and that the concert haven't yet started. And praise God because there were still tickets and I got one, entered the stadium and found a seat without so much hussle!

Really, it was a wonderful experience to watch HILLSONGS UNITED live. They sounded surreal! I only listen to them from a cd, (not even original copy..sorry) then, last night  I was already worshipping with them in the same place! Amazing!

So there.

"ASTIG!" - Joel Houston
( Hillsongs United)

I have this weird fascination with TIRES. Yes. Exactly the one you're thinking; the black thing (I wonder if there's a white or any color) that rolls and sometimes called a wheel.

When I'm on a ride, especially when stucked in a traffic, my eyes play on tires. I see to it that I could recognize the brand of the tires. There's a funny urge inside me that makes a data base of tires on my mind.. and funny because I get annoy when it rolls and I can't read the brand name. hehehe. Then once the vehicle stops, I look at the tires (as many as I can) to get the label and when the green light's on.. "aargh, sayang hindi ko nabasa yun!"

At this moment, i have memorized seven.

DUNLOP
GOOD YEAR (Syempre)
PIRELLI
SERVITEK
YOKOHAMA
BRIDGESTONE
MICHELIN

I will try to add more without consulting the internet.

hehehe.. wala lang.

Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday
I've got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I believe in one day
Before my heart starts to burn.

So whats the matter with you?
Sing me something new ... Don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go, away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find behind the door

Stand By Me -- Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me -- Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me -- Nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
But there is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home

-Oasis 

maybe if my heart stops beating
it wont hurt this much
and never will I have to
answer again to anyone

please don't get me wrong
because I’ll never let this go
but I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
but now I feel like I don't know you oh

one day you'll get sick of
saying that everything’s alright
and by then I’m sure ill be
pretending just like I am tonight

please don't get me wrong
because I’ll never let this go
but I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
but now I feel like I don't know you oh

let this go
let this go

ill never let this go
but I cant find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
but now I feel like I don’t know you

and I’ll never let this go
but I can't find the words to tell you
that now I feel like I don't know you

-paramore

So, it came.
I'm having a dilemma..

I thought it would not be this hard and I would not have to choose.

This is harder than what I have been doing- reaching to both and getting spread thin..

But this was anticipated. Would just have to deal with it.. Ano pa nga ba?

Directions. This really doesn't matter to me. I know how faithful God is and I know He'll lead me to where I am supposed to be no matter how I stumble on road blocks. No matter how I stupid my decisions would be. But God provides wisdom.

Then there are these people I have learnt to love. The kind of persons I love to be with and grow with, emotionally and spiritually. And it saddens me that I might have to lose the time being with them, which is so precious, and miss out on things and thoughts. Ayaw!!!!

I'm laying down all the possiblities. Each scares me.

I thought of giving everything up. Just leave. Anyways, someone will step up. But this is just another stupid idea!

This is just a matter of yes or no with feeling good or bad.

"If you love me, deny thyself."

I'm losing myself.

How about peace?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhh!

sa wakas...